To be or not to be

I don't want it
but i want to try it.
Sometime i see it and like it
but i don't want to be it.

I want to try
how life feels,smells and tastes
in their world.

I want to check
if they smile the true smiles.

I want to see
if i miss something
in my way of life.

Maybe,for sometime
i want to be like them.